Give up

I like john so much, but i don't know what to do. I even had a dream that i kissed another boy, but it wasn't the same, and i cried so much for his forgiveness and make him mine. But that girl who always around him makes me so mad. Dose he like her??? But he told my friend he still liked me. I want to know if their a future...???

and there no future...
& I felt like i really like a guy for once.

Party

Today is the day! I'm so excited! Its going to be great, but the horrible thing about it that john wont be there. V_V. Man yesterday was so much fun! I went to the mall with my good friends ruby and mely. I swear mely is the sweetest girl any one is lucky to have and she always very funny. I love her! & ruby awsome as well! She bought me a cool shirt, and she trick me really good. jajajajaja. she knows what i'm talking about. Omg... alot of people are going this party. Its going to be great! ahhhhh.... well before i have to read some pages in a book then go over to my friend rubys house, and chill with melly and ruby again! i love hanging out with them. Their so great!

Happy B/day 2 Me

Well today i'm going with my friend to the mall, and maybe to the movies. Hopefully. my parents gave me 100 on my b/day, i really just wanted a cake and a present....*sigh* & no one really but my friend are going to spend time on my b/day. Its okay, i understand that they have to work and besides i always have my family by me all the time. There nothing more that i love then my family, as much as they make me mad too. Their g-r-e-a-t! Well I also love my friends! Their the best. I couldn't ask for more on my birthday! On Birthdays, i think people shouldn't think about what their lust wants them to buy, b/c its really what u should relized what u have on b/day and thank god that ur still living and have a healthy life! Thats really what b/days are.... & i'm thankful for everything i have, but sometimes we are bumbarded with other problems that we don't even think of god and what we really have. All the other boy, or stupid problems are all fixable, but friends and family aren't... and we should treasure them as much as we can!

he didn't even say happy b/day...

HOLA

So Saturday is a Party! I'm so excited! I'm going to party before i go back to school. Thats is for sure! We are going down to the floor that night! Oh tomorrow its stright to the salon! There some lady who can do hair so differnet from the south. She dose it the New York style. I went to New York this summer and had my hair done up there, and it was so differnet and cool. I think I'm getting a my tips cut off b/c their burnt, but hopefully she not like other people who chop off hair like crazy! Oh so my hair should seem really pretty tomorrow! Which reminds me i have to finish reading my summer book! I'm almost done!

estava pensando, y yo creo que si el chico no quiere con migo no es para tomarlo mal por que hay muchos chicos que van a entar en mi vida y el se pierdo en mi...